This is where we’ve come to; a building block for a future that I couldn’t see – a place where I never wanted company. Solitude has become part of me; it’s who I am. Relation has become so unfamiliar. Questions that bind flood my mind. My futures now shaped, my options are frayed – where has the time gone?
The path I once walked is no longer the same and I can’t bring myself to face this change on decisions that I never made. Barriers that hindered me now validate my place. How can I walk this beaten path when I had no part in how it was shaped? I can’t justify living sickened by humanity, yet I can’t focus my disdain. I’m still waiting for when what comes to pass no longer weighs on me.